Rehab Journal

Day Nineteen:

Slept all day today again. But out of depression and avoidance. I canceled my visit with my son. I didn't feel I would be good company and I didn't want to have to sit there with a false smile for 2 hours. I want to be home with my family. This is so hard, I can almost not bear it. I have no desire to sing carols, to be festive at all. I know I should be grateful for all that I have and that I've been given.But it's so hard.